9/11 Readers� Theatre – Spring �15

 

�A day that will live in infamy� that was then

this is now

it seems that every generation has to suffer

through some sort of tragedy that

inevitably leads to the unification of a

nation

unify and separate, all at the same time

They! Them! The others!

Us! We! The nation!

A group turns into a nation

and a single person is now made

the object of hate.

I don�t know how to tell the difference.

How do you tell the difference?

                                                Veronica

I was sitting at my desk when the

first tower was hit

My momma worked as a teacher across the street

I was in kindergarten. We all had TVs in

classrooms (no cell phones yet)

It was on TV. the flames, the plane, the people

screaming

even people jumping, did they know it was concrete?

She brought me to my momma�s classroom.

All students in our district were dismissed to parents.

Class couldn�t continue

            Plane 2

            screams

            jump, jump, jump. –crunch—

            Bones snap dissolve as they hit concrete

Dust fills the screen. �Tower is collapsing!� fills the screen.

            jump, jump, jump. – crunch—

            They sound like my Rice Krispy cereal

            --snap – crackle – pop –

45 minutes, now Tower 2 is gone

There were 32 students with Mom when I got

to her room.  Now 32 students and 13 teachers

and 32 sets of parents all grabbed hands to pray.

            �Dear God��

                                                Britney

I was in science class when the intercom sounded

the principal announced that a plane had crashed into

the World Trade Center

one of the buildings

I didn�t know what the World Trade Center was

but I thought

what a terrible accident

How could that happen

then the principal said a second plane hit another tower

and I was so confused

How does this happen

the intercom clicked and I looked at my teacher

She had a smirk on her face

I didn�t understand

She said: They sent us an email about an hour ago when

this happened.  I already knew about this.

I�ll never know why she said that or

Why she had that smirk

Nothing made sense

When I came home I found my mom

in front of the TV

She was standing up

watching the news

She must have come home early

She�s never home early and she never watches TV

She told me she was in a meeting

when the first plane hit

they turned on the news to watch

then they watched as the second plane crashed

live

I couldn�t imagine, seeing it happen

then I turned to the TV

it happened over and over

                                                Colleen

Chris just moved back from Vegas

he got hurt at work, lost his job, sold his house

had to move back in with his parents

he was recovering from major surgery

with his arm in a sling, and a pocket full of pills

he nursed his broken ego and a pint of watery beer

It�s hardly noon and he�s the only one at the

pathetic bar

his cell phone rings

Dad

His dad was distant and always disappointed

a construction worker could never live up to the

expectations of a project manager at a

defense contract company

Reluctantly, Chris answers

What�s up, Pop?

Turn on the TV

I�m at a bar, Dad

Turn it on

Ok � hey, could you turn that on – Dad what channel?

It doesn�t matter

Part of the Pentagon was on fire.

Dad?

I�m ok.  But I can�t talk.  Tell your mom

I was on the other side of the building.

Chris looked at his phone

Call Ended

He stared at the TV and ordered a stronger drink

He stayed at that lonely bar all day

trying to remember why he came in the first place

Why did he feel sorry for himself

Why did he think twice about answering his phone

He was ok.  He was alive.

                                                Colleen

Mommy and Daddy got married in 1980.

They met at Farmingdale College in New York.

(well, technically, they met outside a bar near the college--

Mommy grew up in the Italian ghetto of the Bronx.

Daddy was raised spoiled in his Jewish neighborhood

out on Long Island.)

 

They both wanted to move west, so they spent

their two-week honeymoon trekking

3,000 miles to make their new home.

But you can�t take the city out of a

New Yorker.  They carried their own slice

of the big apple with them wherever they were.

 

They settled into the Golden State and raised two baby girls all on their

own. Taught them right and wrong and told

them stories of their home so far away.

 

I was in 8th grade that morning.  The morning

our slice of apple was chopped to bits.

Mommy always leaves for work early to beat

the traffic, when she heard something on

the radio.

A news report.

Her home was crumbling.

She called Daddy in a panic, told him to

turn on the television.  My sister and I are never allowed to

watch television while we eat breakfast.

But then, we could hardly eat as we

watched the smoke billow, the flames

clawing, the bodies flying free, hoping to be

caught by angels.

I�d never seen Daddy cry before.

                                                Jessica

Time for school, time for school

I woke up a little easier

than normal today

Never was a fan of breakfast

but had my things ready

before I go to the bus stop

Mom turns on the news.

She never watches TV

in the morning.

She tells me to run

upstairs

tell Dad.

Tell him?

Tell him the world trade center

was hit, the twin towers

are down.

I run up the stairs

feel strong

I have an important job.

Dad jumps out of bed real fast

He runs downstairs

he�s so serious

so frantic.

They can�t believe it

I know it�s important

it�s on the news

it doesn�t him me

not right away.

What does this mean

for me now?

should I be scared�

How much has everything changed?

The more I understand, the sadder I get.

                                                Alex

I�m getting my lesson ready for my history class when

my phone rings.

It�s my wife.

Turn on your TV quick she yells.

She�d been crying.

I reach in my desk drawer and

grab the remote.

What am I looking for I ask her.

Just turn to the news, we�re being attacked

I flip the channel and am greeted

            with the second plane crashing into

            the second tower.

Disbelief grips me, terror rings

            through my body.

She is crying now, telling me to come home.

I can�t leave my class.

            The kids will be arriving any minute.

Do they know?

Do I tell them?

            The first student walks in.

I try to hide my sobs by turning away.

            I tell my wife I have to go and hang up.

As the kids file in one after the other,

            so do my tears.

Mr. Tripoli, asked a student, What�s happening?

            She�s pointing at the TV, at the World Trade

            Center, smoking and flaming.

History, I tell her.

                                                Mike

6:15 a.m. I wake up.  I sleepily make my

way to the bathroom.  I run the hot

water and turn on the bathroom radio.

Live 105.  The Woody Show.

            Brushing my teeth.  I hear the radio

hosts chatter away.  Too much talking

and not enough music today.  I step in

the shower.

            Bundled in a towel, I return to my

room, flipping the �on� button

on the radio on the bookcase.  I�m running

late for Freshman Ed class.  I quickly

dress.  Are they really still not playing

music?  As I rush to get ready I

hear words – �the tower�New York�

attack.�  My gut wrenches at their

serious tone, but I become annoyed

that they think such a tasteless joke

is funny.

            Radio off.

            The phone rings.

            Dad picks up. From upstairs I

hear him speaking. �What channel?�

he asks.

            I make my way to the steps.

Dad looks for the remote and Mom

tells me Grandma�s on the phone.

            Something�s wrong.

            I walk down the first few steps,

sitting to see my dad and the television.

            Holding the banister, I watch the

tower�s collapse.

                                                Karissa

My eyes cracked open at the sounds of

my mommy and sister being loud.  I wiped

my eyes and climbed from my

bunk bed.  My tummy rumbled and ached

for breakfast. My mommy always makes

me an egg sandwich.  Two sides of English

muffin and one egg mostly cooked and one

slice of melty cheese.  Usually she comes

and wakes me up and it�s already waiting

on the table.  I thought it was weird

that she didn�t come into wake me like

she always does, especially today.  I made

my way to the living room and the big

TV was on.  It looked like one of Daddy�s

scary action movies was on, things

crashing and blowing up, all smoke and

fire and people screaming.  But then

the news people with the red and

blue boxes with words I couldn�t

make clear came on.  And then the

action movie again.  My sister usually

is scared of Daddy�s movies and

doesn�t watch but she sat on

the couch, in the middle, staring, all ready

for school with her backpack at

her feet.  Mommy was crying

using the phone calling

Grandma but no one answered.

I was confused.  She was

crying so hard.  I was scared.

Daddy was already at work

and my sister didn�t seem to

know I was right there.  No

one did.  I grabbed the remote

and turned off the TV.  And it

was like they were awakened like

me.  Finally. and both looked

at me.  I said to Mommy �

�Why is everyone so sad on

my birthday? I�m 6 now, today,

did you forget?�

I remember that day every year

differently than the rest of

the world. Sept. 11, 2001

                                                Brooke

I remember that day

looking up at the TV

not really understanding

what was going on. I

saw the buildings, the

smoke. The constant

replays over and over.

 

I remember the phone

ringing, questions pouring

into my mother�s ear.

I didn�t want to go to

school but my mom

made me.

 

I remember the boy

across from me taped

an American flag to his desk

he was younger than me and

I question if he even

truly understood.  I didn�t.

 

I remember thinking

they were coming to get me.

I cried, pleaded, begged

my mother to let me sleep

in her bed.  She said I�d be

fine but I cried.

 

I remember my dad

lugging something large

into my room.

He set up a cot next to

my bed and told me

no one would get us now

and I

went to sleep –

safe.

                                                Gracie

Confusion.

Fear.

What�s going on?

Mom kept us home from school.

The small TV on the news

            planes fling, smoky buildings.

            police sirens and the cries of people.

�Get away from there.  Put on a movie.�

No answer as to what we just saw.

Mom whispering quickly into the phone

in the other room, eyes wide.

young minds not understanding

            Are we okay?

            Where did that happen?

            Mom? Mom? Mom?

            small voice pestering.

                                                Marisela

(from her mother�s perspective)

It was early, the birds had just started singing

I crawled out of bed

            making sure not to wake my daughter

            who slept next to me

I started the coffee maker and

turned on the radio as I always did

but today the news wasn�t

about how the weather or traffic

would be this morning but how

the world was changing due to

            plane crashes

Once I heard my coffee cup

            dropped and fell to the

            floor into a million pieces

My daughter came from the other

room as my eyes filled up

with tears.

How was I going to tell my

sweet baby girl that this

world sometimes isn�t so

sweet.

                                                Kristen

I�m so hungry

            Why is everyone so confused

            or is it sad or is it angry

I don�t get it

            Why is Syid not at school today?

Now I won�t have my smart

partner to help me understand

history and math

            rumble, rumble

I don�t understand why

            why are the television

            pictures so important.

It is TV

            I thought is was supposed to be fake

            rawr, grrrr

            oh my tummy

            I�m so hungry

            �I pledge allegiance

            to the flag

            of the United States

            of America

            for which it stands

            one nation under

            God

            with liberty and justice

            for all�

er�Did I say that right?

            Sigh�what�s this

            a moment of silence?

I guess I can rest my eyes

            for a little

What really happened in New York?

            Why are we crying?

Poor people there dying or

            they�re dead

            now I�m sad

I�m hungry

                                                Bekki

�Wake up! Check this out,� my older brother

wakes me with a kick to the bed.  I growl,

It�s too early.  What the hell does he

want?  I can hear my mom�s loud gasps and

Dad�s serious voice, commenting about something

on TV in my parents� bedroom.  It couldn�t

be good if they were both just sitting

there watching the news instead of their regular

morning rush filled with loud comments

and threats about walking to school

if we aren�t out in time.  I knew it had to

be bad.

�I�m so sick of watching this crap in every

class.  I swear. People need to chill out.

It�s probably going to blow over in a

week anyways.� shouted out the loud

annoying red head in drama class.  Horrible

things had happened and this damn barefoot

hippie was worried and sitting in another

class listening to what

had happened today.  �Stupid hippie.�

                                                Shirley

They don�t suspect it.

I go past the security checks easily, as our leaders have

told me would happen.

The plane is full.

            Children.

            Mothers.

            Businessmen.

            All infidels.

She tells me to take my seat.  My seat is currently

occupied in the cockpit.

I recite a verse from the Holy Book

for the will of the Great One.

The passengers sleep.

I wake and walk.

The attendant is not resistant.

nor the pilots.

The plane hovers over New York City,

They toil for their riches.

We shall toil over their graves.

They revel in their infidelity.

We revel in our desire to save them.

They think they are living in the wealthy condos.

We shall show them living in the land of the free.

Five.

I turn the steering down.

Four.

I hunch forward.

Three.

My body tenses.

Two.

I think about the good I will serve.

One.

I think who�s really being saved.

Zero.

I let them think.

                                                Aaron

I was at school

when it happened.

Jaws dropped.

Watching from such a distance.

Vacant stares towards the in-class

TV where Mrs. Lezotte had turned

on the news.

Some cried.

The next day was the same.

sitting in disbelief.

questions flying at the

teacher who had no more

answers that we.  Next period the same.

Every class, the same.

Repeating the events.

instant replay. freeze frame.

Everyone stopped to watch.

There�s nothing we could do from so

far away.

Everything stopped.

Helpless.

                                                Kiersten

It was just before 8:00 o�clock that morning

and I will never forget seeing or

hearing the sheer panic in my dad�s

voice as he ran through the house, up the

stairs to my parents� room.

�Kath!! Get up!! They are running

planes into the World Trade Centers!�

I remember him shouting.

I was only 7 years old, in the

third grade.  I saw my mom stumble out of

bed and quickly run into the family

room.  My sister and I quickly

followed.  I didn�t have a full understanding

about what was going on.  I just knew

from the looks on my parents� faces

and the smoke, fire, and live footage

on TV.  Something terrible had happened.

My mom still drove us to school.  Parents

were in the drop-off lane getting out

of their cars crying and hugging each

other.  I had never seen all the grown ups so

upset.

                                                Karley

�Fuck.�

I heard my mother�s quiet voice from my bedroom.

My mother never swore.

Well, once.

When my dad first grew a ponytail.

�Cut that fucking thing,�

she�d said.

But this curse word,

this time,

was different.

It was quiet.

Soft.

Scared.

I peeked my head out into the living room.

The four eyes of my parents were on the TV.

I ventured my whole body out.

Smoke.

Smoke and buildings.

Buildings that we had been to,

weeks before.

Weeks before they were smoking on TV.

My parents kept watching,

didn�t look at me;

They always looked at me.

What were the buildings called?

I looked at the TV again.

World Trade Center,

the TV said.

Smoke.

They kept smoking

we kept watching.

I woke up while watching the smoke.

Things were happening –

in my brain,

and on TV.

People were in the building.

People.

Just –

regular people

who had gone to work,

at 7 a.m.,

New York time –

(in my future).

7 a.m. work time,

people with regular jobs,

like my parents.

Like my uncles and aunts.

Just like any regular people.

We kept watching.

People jumped.

People were scared enough to jump.

Out of a very tall building.

Were they less afraid of jumping than staying?

We kept watching.

My mother cried.

My brain kept thinking.

Then,

just a little baby high school freshman, at 7 a.m.,

I did not think of America,

or terrorism,

or freedom.

No.

I just kept watching,

and thinking,

about people,

regular people.

Jumping,

Crying,

Dying.

                                                Alana

I was told to call my family

After much commotion at the nose of the plane.

I was told we only had moments left.

I wondered who to call.

I had no one waiting.

Everyone was crying, screaming, leaving voicemails.

I sat alone.

 

I felt the plane hit.

I felt the chill of death.

I saw who to call

but

It was too late.

                                                Isaac

School was cut short

We were all told to leave

many of us got excited

excited to not work, excited to go home.

I knew something was going on.

I knew something big was happening.

 

All the adults looked worried

All looked sad.

No one would say what was going on.

No one could speak.

 

I came home.

I heard.

I sat quietly.

I understood everyone�s silence.

I too

could

not

speak.

                                                Isaac

that morning,

like every morning,

we watched the news in the dark

in my parents� bedroom

before school.

 

I saw the towers and the planes and the smoke

on the screen.

My mom made frantic phone calls

to her sister

who worked in the city,

whose husband had had a meeting

in the towers

the day before.

I played my gameboy color.

 

When I got to school,

my fourth grade teacher

tried to explain

what had happened.

I remember I was happy

because we got to watch the footage

on TV

instead of doing actual classwork.

 

I made myself cry,

because I was a good American

and it was a sad day for freedom.

God bless the USA

 

Afterwards,

there was such a sense of

community

and camaraderie

among everyone we knew.

 

People smiled when you passed them

on the sidewalk.

Everyone started putting

American flag stickers

on their

notebooks,

front windows,

car bumpers.

We even got two little flags for the car

that you rolled up onto the window.

I accidentally rolled down the window

that was holding the flag up

and it fell out into the street.

I thought you weren�t supposed

to let the flag

touch the ground.

I don�t think my mom ever noticed

it was gone.

                                                Kayla

A thirteen-year-old boy arrives at

school, a junior high school in Ojai Valley,

to a hushed and pensive classroom.

            He doesn�t watch the news.  He doesn�t

read the paper.  He just wakes up

fifteen minutes before he must leave,

straps some Chuck Taylors on his feet

below his Levi�s 511�s and throws on

a band shirt, Iron Maiden.  So, when

he hits his first period and sees his social

studies teacher wide-eyed and nervous,

he surmises that something is wrong.

            He sits watching the plane strike the

tower.  He listens to the silence of the

room and the thump of his own

heartbeat.  He thinks about the first

two World Wars, and wonders if the

producers are making the long-dreaded

sequel.

            This thought pervades most of

his waking hours and he keeps it with

him for years.  As a high school senior,

he receives an envelope in the

mail.  It requires his signature.  It

requires his life.  He signs the Selective

Service form because he does not

have a choice, he does not have a say.

            He�s a man now, and sometimes

men are called�to die�in wars

they didn�t start, in wars they don�t believe

in.

            A tear escapes every now and then before

it�s obliterated by a sleeve.  He�s not supposed to cry.

He�s a man now.

                                                Kendrick

I awoke that morning to my mother shaking me.

I had an alarm clock.  My mother wasn�t supposed

to wake me.  She said, �Get up.  Something

happened.�  I don�t know how, but next thing I knew

I was watching television.  One tower was

on fire.  In the time it took for me to

use the bathroom, the second  plane hit.

I�ve never felt an atmosphere like at school

that day, before or since.  A lot of people

asked, Why?  More frightened people

asked, What next?  There were

no answers.

                                                Tristan

So I�m sitting there reading my favorite book

to a class of first graders when

Secret Service comes and whispers in my ear that

the country is under attack.  Now I know I

should have got right up and headed to the

West Wing, but I�ll be damned if I don�t

finish The Cat in the Hat.  Like I said it�s

my all time favorite, that silly cat with all

his shenanigans and what not.  So I finish

the story and my Secret Service rushes me

out of the room.  They tell me some

hooligans flew a couple of planes into those

two really big buildings in New York that look

just like each other, I forget what they�re called,

but they also tried to take out the Pentagon.

So I did what I always do and got Cheney

on the phone to find out the game plan.  He

said to get my butt back to the White House

asap.  On our drive back we passed by an

Outback Steakhouse and my tummy was growling,

so I told the Secret Service to pull over but

they said they couldn�t.  I said �I�m the president

dammit and I want some surf-n-turf.� They said

they couldn�t, Cheney�s orders.  Boy I hate when

that happens.  But anyways, we get back to

Casa del Blanco and next thing I know I�m

landing on an aircraft carrier declaring victory

in Iraq.

                                                Kyle

I was getting ready to go to school when the

phone rang

ring ring, ring ring

it was for Daddy

 

quickly the TV turned on and there was red

orange and black covering the screen

 

Mommy had to take me to school that day

so Daddy could go to work at the newspaper.

Mommy was quiet on the way to

school so I turned the radio up more.

 

Music stopped and people kept talking, but

I wasn�t listening.

 

I wonder what�s for hot lunch?

 

At school there weren�t a lot of kids and I

didn�t know why.  Mommy had tried to

explain it but even she didn�t know too much.

 

Bing. Bing. Bing.

 

Time for class.

 

Announcements come on but they�re not the

same.  We�re told to have a moment of

silence, but I get distracted by Francisco

making faces.

 

The day goes on but apparently time has seemed

to stand still to all those over 3 ½ feet tall.

                                                Maria

�Ram, wake up.� My sister said as she opened the door to

my room.  I glanced at my alarm clock.  �What do you want?�  I grumbled,

turning over in my sheets.  �I don�t have to be up for an hour.�

            �You know the World Trade Center in New York?� she asked.

            �No,� I replied.

            �Well, someone just flew a plane into it, come watch the news with us.

She said as she ran downstairs to join our sister and parents in

front of the TV.  I joined my family just in time to see the

second plane hit, and we watched in silent horror as

the buildings fell.

            Everyone at school was on edge. �San Francisco�s next!�

people kept repeating.  We gathered at a special assembly, the whole school

watching our principal tearfully recount that one of the passengers on one

of the flights was a former student of our middle school.  This brought

the tragedy close to us.  No longer was this just something that happened on

the east coast, but a ripple from this tragedy had now

officially reached our shores.

            Over the next few weeks in an attempt to discourage racism, we

held an impromptu cultural fair.  The flag of every nation lined our

quad and every week students from different ethnicities had an

opportunity to share something about their culture over the morning

announcements.  Rather than become divided, our entire school bonded together

to form a place of welcoming and acceptance.

            As an eleven-year-old who only felt like I half understood

what was happening, I felt grateful to live in an area where the

people were accepting of others and to not have to live in fear of

anti-middle eastern racism as I had seen elsewhere in the country.

                                                Rameen

They made the announcement over our middle school�s

intercoms.

A moment of silence followed

Mrs. Smith, my homeroom instructor, began to cry

I didn�t quite understand the severity of the situation

until I got home and saw it for myself on the news that day

I had been confined to my little world in Southern California.

Before this day, I wouldn�t have been able to tell

you where the Twin Towers were even located.

in that moment, I was 11 years-old watching a cloud of

debris develop from the crashes, with my jaw to the floor.

I thought to myself, �I�m never leaving home ever again.�

                                                Sarah

I was eating Froot Loops

my brother still asleep

my mom yelling wake up

television blaring

then

frantic voices

one tower then two

fire

and small figures floating in the air – people –

a plane

cereal stayed in my mouth

until it was soggy

swallow

Mom,  Mom  MOM

she was behind me, eyes wide

and all I could see

were the little figures

like leaves weaving through the air.

                                                Crystal

I never thought about getting a cell phone

-- never thought about it until after watching

hours of CNN playing, replaying the events

of Sept. 11, 2001

 

In the days following, I heard the cell phone

messages – messages sent to loved ones,

messages saying, �I�m on a plane, I�m going to die,

I love you, Goodbye.�

 

I heard the messages of those on the flight that

            would crash in a field in Pennsylvania

when passengers knew they were heading East, not

West

messages that spoke of their bravery in

            a couple words: �Let�s roll.�

 

I was haunted for weeks, pondering what it was

like for the passengers on the 3 flights

knowing they were going to die

 

I never thought about getting a cell phone

prior to Sept. 11, 2001

but after that day, I knew I�d want a way

to call final goodbyes to those I love

I�d want to spend my last minutes of life

thanking those who gave me life

                                                Dr. Warner

The walls shook as the plane hit into

the side of the building.

            Wasn�t long before the people

came running down the stairs.  I saw one

woman open up her window and drop out.

By the time I got to the stairs they

were in full use.  I worked my way

down, down, down. got to the fourth

floor when it started coming down.  The

wall collapsed around me, surrounded by

steel and concrete.  Hours pass by as my

lower body begins to fade.  My legs don�t

work, I�m trapped.  Voices come calling out

through the blackness, but I can�t call back.

Blood pools out of my body as I slip

away.  Then everything is light, I�m being

lifted carried broken.  The funny thing

is, when it happened I didn�t even bother

asking why.

                                                Nick

Mom was on the phone asking a million questions at the speed of light

the TV was on real loud, channel 2, like it was everyday

because she never let me watch cartoons

before school started.  Mom had her finger in one ear to

hear over the TV.  She was talking to Auntie Velinda about

what was going on.  I stared at the TV: Breaking

News in Bold letters.  There were buildings on fire and I tried

to ask her why the firefighters couldn�t just put them out.  She

stopped talking on the phone.  �The fire

was too high up for them to reach.�  She said as she continued.

She was talking to Dad.  Dad works in San Francisco.  He said PG &E

was sending him home early because of what happened.  On the ride to school she told

me the fire wasn�t an accident but caused by

terrorists.  Terrorists.  A word I never heard before.  She got out

of the car and hugged me. Told me to be careful and listen

to Miss Lin if anything happened.  Miss Lin wouldn�t turn on the

TV or let us discuss what happened.  I asked Spencer if

he knew what a terrorist was.  He said no.  Miss Lin said school

would end early. Mom and Dad picked me up.  I asked Mom and Dad when the radio will stop talking about this.  They had no answer.

                                                Abraham

The building shook violently, like a gong struck by

a baseball bat.  Everyone in the IT department

startled as one, standing up from our desks

in confusion, staring at each other.

 

Alarms were going off.  Smoke was seeping up

from the carpet.  Our manager began to panic;

he had been slowly ushering people into the stairwell

but now his eyes had gone wild.  He�s barely

able to speak and soon quits trying and

simply gesticulates.

 

Down the stairs we go, but it isn�t long until

the last fire I�ll ever see blocks our

way.  Strangely, its beautiful in the choking

steam of the atmosphere, and in the moment

of awe-struck hesitation, I almost miss everyone

ducking into the nearest office trying to get away

from the smoke.  But it�s useless.  The fire comes.

 

I hear the groan of twisting metal, and the

building spasms under the weight of its trauma.

The fire is right behind us now, devouring the carpet

at a terrifying pace.

 

Steve, from Human Resources, smashes a window with

an abandoned chair.  He looks me in the eyes before

jumping; his shirt was on fire� Somehow, mine wasn�t.

Maybe it was the sweat.  I�m covered in sweat.

 

But when I look down, I see it�s blood and the

hair on my arms is getting singed, curling into wisps

of ash.

 

I jump as a reflex.  Time slows down.  I reach into

my pocket as I cartwheel and make sure

my wallet is still there.  It is.  I�m reassured.

I only hear the wind.  There�s no more fire, no more

glass or fractured steel.

 

Beneath me a flock of pigeons crashes into the

windows, confused by the explosion and smoke.  Above

me, I see them fall tumbling.

 

Tumbling like me.

I

I shut my eyes.

 

Hopefully I clear the wreckage.

 

I�m sorry.

                                                Dan

Alarm went off too early – up before the sun

walk the dog, come home, get warm in a shower

I heard mom on the phone – thought

you were one of the kids� schools

calling to cancel.

If school was cancelled I wanted to know

I toweled off my hair and went to find mom

TV was on (I don�t ever remember it on in the AM before)

And before I could ask

What�s up

I asked, what�s that�

As the second plane appeared

Hit

the second tower

By the time I�d got to school

I had noticed the

 silence—

no airplanes flew anywhere near us

We watched 1st period in history

We watched 2nd period in English

and all through chorus, PE, and Aide periods

Teachers were glued to their TVs,

even through lunch they asked

us to stay in class

watching at lunch, at break, in homeroom

As if by watching one more time

we could change it, or understand it.

Coming home it was on TV again,

still with no answers to offer

And when they announced

around 8 pm

maybe kids shouldn�t be watching

such footage

over and over again

I couldn�t help but laugh

                                                Emma